Tuesday, November 10, 2009

HuHuhu

-Life spoke to me. "Quit being an idealist if you want to survive."

-I never practice what I preached.

-Doing things alone is always better, for people will not weigh you down. Even if it means forsaking potential help when you are in trouble in the future. At least you can only blame yourself if something fails.

-When I'm alone I yearn for company. When I'm surrounded by people I want to be alone.

-Characters in fiction works are created to fulfill their purpose, they are themselves. They are more real than real people in front of cameras, anytime. The profession is called "acting", name is self-explanatory.

-I love gaming, but suck at them. That includes life's game.

-Burdened by too many useless things, like when you pick up too many items in Diablo. I'm a sucker at throwing things away, old or new, good or bad. I keep everything.

-Did not realise my mood till Norman pointed it out. Sad.

-Aku mia muka was designed specifically to keep bullies away, although it kept many other things away too. But it is less than effective nowadays. Like a rare armour you got when you are level 5, becomes nothing compared next to a normal level 20 armour. I need a new shield.

-Every day I live I'm increasing the certainty of me getting into hell, if there's one. It goes by function f(x)=k(x^2)+h-g. Where k is the evilness constant, x is the milliseconds I'm breathing, h is the number of times I doubt the existence of hell, g is the probability I turn over a new leaf, and 0 < g < 1.

-Ding's prediction about the class blog was correct. Shit.

-This is an avenue for me to rant, don't like it, buzz off. My mood swings more violently than a pregnant women's, beware.